This has been what has felt like the busiest month of my life assignment wise and I can say with a great amount of happiness THAT I HAVE OFFICIALLY FINISHED MY DEGREE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

It's important to put yourself first so that you don't get trampled on

One of my best friends told me last night that she is genuinely happy when I'm happy.

This is what I call friendship.

It's funny that lately the people who I would have least expected to have this kind of mentality with me have really stepped up and the people who SHOULD be having this attitude towards me have really stepped down onto a terrace of disappointment.

All I ever want is for the people I love to be happy and I just wish that was enough for them to think the same of me.

No more going out of my way for people who disrespect me and who are too caught up in themselves to even care about my happiness. This is what I get for always being loyal, swell.

People need to free themselves from their issues, I'm telling you now it's fucking AMAZING.

Remember...

Ask yourself this

I'm always there for the people who mean most to me but where are they when I need them?

Is it possible for the world to look this way forever?

I choose to see through untouched eyes with untainted vision.

EXTREME HAPPINESS - listen to this now :D

People are busy; get over it

My best friend who I have only seen one time since June made me realise last night that true friends are completely UNDERSTANDING.

They don't make a big song and dance about the fact that you have a busy life because lets face it- I don't think I know any one who doesn't these days. True friends are the ones that you can be apart from for months and still that amazing friendship is in tact. They are not so foolish and selfish to believe that your whole world revolves around pleasing them and only them. I am sorry but there are greater priorities in this world.

They have no right to be angry at you for living your life and doing what's best for you and if they are focusing their time and energy on such a ridiculous 'issue' then I honestly think they need to re-evaluate their priorities.

Oh and one last thing, a true friend would NEVER intentionally make another friend feel bad about something so trivial.

I will NEVER understand how people make big deals over silly things...especially with people they 'apparently' care about.

”It is not because things are difficult that we do not dare, it is because we do not dare that they are difficult.”

I haven't really been on here for the past two months I guess because I've been too busy. October has flown by and I am now left with its residues running through my mind which isn't necessarily a bad thing. Maybe I just need someone to talk to. Maybe I need some time to catch up with life. I don't know. I am completely satisfied but everything keeps changing and I am busy living things through without a single reminder of the past or any anticipation for the future. I guess what I am trying to say is that I feel so thankful for this present moment, for the now.