I believe that people can change with all my heart I truly do but at the same time, I believe you can see the outcome of this change in how the person reacts to their own experiences. All I am saying is never believe the "hype" of a person until you see their change with your own eyes and feel their change inside your heart.

I haven't been around here for a while but I am super excited to get back into writing, expressing and trying to promote positive thinking as I have been hit with a ginormous ball of inspiration this morning.

Rhonda Byrne = genius

"Many people don't know about the power of good feelings, and so their feelings are reactions or responses to what happens to them. They have put their feelings on automatic pilot instead of deliberately taking charge of them. When something good happens, they feel good. When something bad happens, they feel bad. They don't realize that their feelings are the cause of what is happening to them. As they react with negative feelings to something that has happened, they give out more negative feelings, and they receive back more negative circumstances. They become trapped in a cycle by their own feelings. Their life goes around and around in circles not getting anywhere, like a hamster on a wheel, because they don't realize that to change their life, they must change their feeling frequency!"

Where to go from here?

I've been wanting to know all year.

Lack of direction is awful.

Just completed a quiz and here is what I got... As a risk-lover with a lot of energy, you're a natural entrepreneur. You'll be happiest if you change jobs every so often and travel extensively. Movement is what keeps you going.

Call me mentally insane after you read what I am about to write but I despise the concept of work and cannot for the life of me understand why it plays such an immense part in our lives. All my life I've searched for answers only to find more questions. I wish I could just wake up each day only to spend it with the people I care most about. I hate that life is simply about waking up each day only to work to make more money to fuel expenses that most of the time we don't need. I wish I could spend every minute of every day seeking beauty and living it over and over again. Why is life just about working so that we can obtain things? I'm not complaining because I am one to appreciate these "things" but I just don't feel satisfied waking up every day with the realization that this is what all of our lives are. Why is everything around me a normality when inside I feel it to be wrong? I just don't get it and everyone I talk to either tells me to just accept what is, or walks away from the conversation. I feel like something is missing when I really delve into the so-called meaning of life and what we were put on this planet to do.