PostSecret

I felt like posting some of mine that I have been keeping to myself for maybe a day, or maybe even a while now...

*I really do think you are amazing...I don't just talk to you in times of doubt.
*I do love you, but I don't know if I'm strong enough to ever forgive you or let go of the past.
*I was the happiest I had ever been when I was with you.
*I feel like I'm caught in the middle sometimes.
*One day I hope to have it in me to be as loving and as giving as you are.
*I wish I had some sort of obvious talent.
*When I said it was really nice to meet you, I meant it so much.
*I saw a different side to you when you told me things you said you hadn't told anyone else.
*Sometimes you really disgust me, but that's no secret.
*When you give me money, it sometimes feels like you're showing me that you care and I like the gesture.
*I'm starting to find you pretty awesome.
*I don't want to be afraid anymore.
*I hope you're not lying to us both.
*Walking into those rooms won't ever be the same again.
*It's getting easier to fall asleep.
*You didn't have to stop replying.
*I don't know why but I kept that heart shaped thing you gave me.
*I will never understand why people have to lie.
*Sometimes, I secretly hope you are unhappy so you can see what it's like.
*I hate that my stomach just turned.
*One day I will be more successful than you are and I'll ask you then if you're happy with your fucking job.
*Inspiration has a way of finding me.
*When I hear a cliche love song, I get a little mad inside.
*I kind of like it that you're stoned half the time, makes it easier for me to forget the idea of you.