Man I used to be so naive, so endlessly loving without the slightest of boundaries even if I were the one falling down and being stepped on in the process. Even with really close friends, when they did me wrong I was always in denial, sticking up for these people, making exceptions for them because of who they were and what they meant to me. But there aren't any fucking exceptions. I learnt that months and months ago.
If you treat me less than what I deserve you aren't worth my time. So many times I would have given certain people the world only for them to destroy mine in the process. When I was 17 I used to think it was because I wasn't good enough for these people. That I was somehow lacking in something or inadequate. I see now, and I have been seeing for the past few years how wrong this statement is. If you aren't treating me right then you're the one with the issues. If you lie to me, then you're the one with the insecurities. If you can't face up to the truth then you're the one who will be living a lifetime of unhappiness and I am not connected to any of you because I refuse to be associated with shitty people who continue to make shitty decisions.
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