Eyes wide open

I don't understand how you would do anything for people and that just apparently isn't a mutual agreement. It's just a disappointment, I don't know. I just don't know anything right now but I'm happy and I'm trying, and I can't stand it when that is left out of the equation. How am I supposed to take chances and live my life the way I want to if I am restricted? I just don't understand why all these small things have to matter. Nothing like that fucking matters. Also you can't have it both ways. You can't be my friend then suddenly decide to have a role change. I wish you could just see things through my eyes because you're the last person I want to be disappointed with.