Where do you find inspiration?

I think I might write some of my story that's due soon. I have work in an hour but I feel like writing, and I hardly feel like writing these days. I guess it's because lately I haven't been so grounded but hey I've loved that. Lately has been fucking awesome. I guess I shouldn't necessarily like the fact that I feel like writing even though I feel inspired. When I feel this way, it's not always such a positive feeling. But that's reality for you right there. This is real. I have come down to earth today and I can't really say I'm content or complacent...I feel a bit lost. I feel a bit happy. I feel a bit neglected. I feel a bit thankful. I'm a whole lot of things right now but I am mostly stable and realistic. I know where I am right now but I kind of wish I was still ignorant and hopeful. Although I hate ignorance. There's still plenty of hope left but it isn't clouded by my ideals.