There's eyeliner in my eyes and it really hurts

It's been so hard for me to let go of the past, so hard for me to try and pretend that I don't feel a certain way but today that kind of changed. Today something happened that made me realize that you really aren't that great for me and that I'm just simply holding onto false memories that are to never repeat themselves. Today, for the first time in a while, I genuinely didn't miss you.