Out of all this procrastination something good has just come to me. I had a really amazing realization. Okay well in April or something, I had this this tattoo idea come to me that I was really certain about. I thought to myself, like I had thought with my wrist tattoo, I'll leave it for a few months to see if I'm just as adamant about getting this tattoo, and still months later I was. So anyway, I straight away knew I'd be getting it on my right foot.
For the past few months I've been feeling on and off, as if this idea was not going to come into play because of the fact that my foot is a pretty obvious spot for a tattoo. Then I would also be thinking, well I don't want to work for people that don't accept me for who I am anyway. My thoughts kept shifting from these polar opposites. I have spoken to a few different people this past month though, really weighing up my options and thinking what should I do? I'm studying media, if I were to work in the industry of media, they probably wouldn't accept me. A lot of people kept saying to me, think about yourself in years to come. I guess they don't really understand where I'm coming from but whatever.
My mind has been continuously wandering from my philosophy essay and thinking about the most out of the blue topics all day and just before for some reason a certain person came to mind. Christian. He was my media lecturer last semester and I only now realized a few obvious things about him. He has two very distinct tattoos on both of his arms that are of decent size that he never intentionally hid. He has a degree in media. Put both of those two pieces together and the puzzle is now complete. That thought right there is enough for me to leave the rest of my doubts and uncertainties that people have flooded my head with in the past month behind, and do what I knew I wanted to do months ago. I can't fucking wait.
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