blazeanewtrail

I just got home from bada bing and yes...I have been drinking. I'm not really drunk but still not completely myself. I'm thinking so much right now. What is the point of anything? I just don't understand. Why is life so deceiving? Why can't people be honest? I'm sick of being so honest :( No one returns the favour. It would fucking save me so much time. Geez. I don't understand anything right now. I feel a bit lonely, but I know that the alcohol is playing with my emotions. I would never feel like this sober. I wouldn't feel sorry for myself if I were sober. That's a waste of time, but right now I feel vulnerable...