Right now

I feel completely run down.
Physically, I can't even gather the strength to stand. Walking has become too much of an effort today to continue. My throat hurts and I'm finding it hard to fall back to sleep when I wake up coughing in the middle of the night. I'm feeling a non-existent heat and my head feels like an oven when I put my hand to it. It's aching. Maybe I have a fever? I don't know. I'm burning up and I'm burning down. I'm sweating in the cold weather which just doesn't make sense to me.
Emotionally, I am snappy. I am happy, I am sad. I smile and mean it, then lack the strength to repeat that gesture. Because I'm physically exhausted, I am now emotionally drained. I'm every feeling you could possibly imagine washing over you today. I am everywhere because my thoughts are like the pieces of a broken jigsaw puzzle just waiting to be put back into their correct place. I don't really feel any real feelings other than frustration because my emotions aren't really real today. I am beyond bored and I wish my restlessness would find a way to pass me by.