Wednesday, April 28, 2010

Time flies, I can't explain how fast it passes us by...
I can't explain how different things were all those months ago. I can't explain how some things really don't change also. Sometimes I feel like I'm living in this alternate reality because I am shocked by how much I don't recognize myself in the current one. That isn't necessarily a bad thing either. It kind of liberates me knowing I've completely moved on to the point where I've really changed as a person.

Thursday, April 22, 2010

Mark Brandon Read

I've been studying a scene out of this movie for cinema studies and watched this for the first time the other day. It disturbed the shit out of me but I came to respect the man for being so intelligent. There's a lot about him that disgusts me but I think my admiration for him kind of overpowers that.

It's amazing

Sometimes complete strangers seem to care more about me than the people that actually should.

Wednesday, April 21, 2010

Turn around, you might be able to see how far you've come.

Monday, April 19, 2010

It's about the passions that we ache for...

Genious


It's amazing how much you can relate to a post-secret


That night was perfect


Something to remember

Monday, April 12, 2010

I usually love my own solitude but right now I feel so alone.

Sunday, April 11, 2010

Owl City

As many times as I blink I'll think of you tonight.

Saturday, April 10, 2010

Thursday, April 8, 2010

Sometimes words can have so much meaning

Right now, this moment, this feeling, is something that I've never felt before in my life...I've never truly forgiven someone up until this moment and I've never felt so liberated. This is about overcoming something completely you thought you never would. This is more like a dream, well this dream has become a reality. I've picked up this dream and welcomed it with loving fucking arms finally.

Tuesday, April 6, 2010

Wise words

“The greater your capacity to love, the greater your capacity to feel the pain.”
-Story of my life.

“People are afraid of themselves, of their own reality; their feelings most of all. People talk about how great love is, but that's bullshit. Love hurts. Feelings are disturbing. People are taught that pain is evil and dangerous. How can they deal with love if they're afraid to feel? Pain is meant to wake us up. People try to hide their pain. But they're wrong. Pain is something to carry, like a radio. You feel your strength in the experience of pain. It's all in how you carry it. That's what matters. Pain is a feeling. Your feelings are a part of you. Your own reality. If you feel ashamed of them, and hide them, you're letting society destroy your reality. You should stand up for your right to feel your pain.”

“Wisdom is nothing more than healed pain.”

Saturday, April 3, 2010

I'm actually learning!

I'm not tolerating anyone who doesn't treat me right anymore, this feels like growing up to me and I fucking love it :)