It's so easy for people to just say things they really don't mean.

I want this to be me

Be happy

I'm going to miss you so much best friend :(

Today I realize I have too much determination inside me to feel broken forever, just as I have too much love to give to be alone for long.

Today I'm shocked in the best possible way :)

I love when you're watching a live band play how you can feel the song completely engulf you and project itself throughout each and every person in that room. You look up at the band and notice that they can feel it too, the whole room is embodied with a certain feeling of defiance and triumph and for that moment you are more alive than you have ever felt in your whole entire life. Music is amazing like that.

This is exactly how I felt the other night seeing skillet play this song.

Today, I'm thankful.

Most incredible book

The pages of my read eat pray love book

I hate the word pretend

For every person that does not want you in their life, you'll find 20 more that do :)
I'm so tired of lousy people filled with lies and excuses. 2011 is my year to say goodbye to you all. I can't wait to meet new amazing people this year who are genuinely filled with mutual love and respect.

There's no guarantee that everything will turn out exactly

the way you want it to, but there IS a guarantee that it

cannot possibly do so if you are afraid to even take the

chance.

Last Friday, best atmosphere :)





Yesterday, Melbourne exploring

“People think that a liar gains a victory over his victim. What I’ve learned is that a lie is an act of self-abdication, because one surrenders one’s reality to the person to whom one lies, making that person one’s master, condemning oneself from then on to faking the sort of reality that person’s view requires to be faked…The man who lies to the world, is the world’s slave from then on…There are no white lies, there is only the blackest of destruction, and a white lie is the blackest of all.”

Don't feed into things that aren't even worth talking or thinking about. Time is precious, a lot doesn't matter.

RIGHT NOW

I kid you not, I would fucking jump off a cliff out of beautiful exhilaration if I could... and if my survival was 100% manageable.

Wow

It's wonderful; the fresh perspective you can collect from being away.

"Moving along, you begin to avoid Toxic people and conversations. And you stop wasting time and energy rehashing your situation with family and friends. You learn that talk doesn't change things and that unrequited wishes can only serve to keep you trapped in the past. So you stop lamenting over what could or should have been and you make a decision to leave the past behind. Then you begin to invest your time and energy to affect positive change. You take a personal inventory of all your strengths and weaknesses and the areas you need to improve in order to move ahead, you set your goals and map out a plan of action to see things through."

I love this photo of my parents, they were so in love and I know that they still are just as in love or if not more in love today.

If all else fails...

listen to Andrew McMahon :)

I breathe you in between the cracks of dawn and through the insanity of my midnight thoughts.

Things change, things disappear.

I'm so happy, and it's not because of anyone or anything. It's because I've worked so hard towards it.

My favourite song right now...

I love my bestie

I feel so different and I'm loving it :)
I thought this day would never come but I also hoped it always would.

The flash didn't like my room

New Years Eve