Friday, July 30, 2010

“Most people are not really free. They are confined by the niche in the world that they carve out for themselves.They limit themselves to fewer possibilities by the narrowness of their vision.”

Wednesday, July 28, 2010

I am sick of all this fucking yelling, please leave.

Monday, July 26, 2010

I lost my shine
The spark in my eyes
For a little longer than a moment
We try our hardest for the things that really mean most to us. We fight, we win, we lose but what if we don't even attempt? There are so many reasons for us to not even try and sometimes we forget that we don't make it past the trying point because maybe we are too scared or maybe we don't think we're good enough to make it past that barrier. Well too fucking bad if you think these things. Do you think that anyone achieved great things with that attitude? I read this quote the other day that had an impact on me;
'life begins at the end of your comfort zone'
,which is true because how are you supposed to do great things or feel amazing if you don't change, grow or if you don't do something that makes your heart beat a little faster once in a while. I sometimes feel like throwing in the white towel and giving up on some things when they get too hard but that would be pointless. Everything you've ever done up until this moment would have been a waste. There's no time for us to be afraid or doubt ourseleves and if someone is making you feel that way then there isn't enough time for them in your life because if you died right at this moment would you really be wanting to be consumed by that kind of negative energy?

Sunday, July 25, 2010

Dance So Good
Michael Grubbs 2010

I remember when you lost your head
sometimes I wonder how you stay so sad
when you're so beautiful
I remember every word you said
How you were scared because you'd never been
Somewhere so beautiful

So tell me why we're talking when we dance so good
Tell me why we're talking when we dance so good
I know you can't stay,
But I wish you would, I wish you would

Now you tell me that you're on the mend
Sometimes I wonder how you don't go mad
When you're so beautiful
I love simplicity. You don't have to work for it. You can find it in so many things.

Anyways, I know you'll never read this but I wanted to write that you have no idea how happy it made me that you asked me for advice today. First time the blood has actually felt thicker than the water.
I just bought this and I'm very excited to listen to it :)

Thursday, July 22, 2010

Is it ever enough?
I love how the true people in your life put your needs and your happiness before their own :) Thank you all for always caring.

Wednesday, July 21, 2010

“The purpose of life is not to be happy. It is to be useful, to be honorable, to be compassionate, to have it make some difference that you have lived and lived well.”
I don't think it ever helped me making you the evil villain in all of my stories each time I tried to write you in.
Sometimes silence is the best
Sometimes I love being disconnected
Sometimes I need to be away from this place
Sometimes I can hear your words without you
Sometimes the lightening is better than the thunder
Sometimes all that I need is to exist in a world by myself
Sometimes I need someone to break the silence and set me free
I'd like it if the hands of time
Came out once in a while
To slap me in the face

I could write you a page about what this picture means to me but for now I'd rather sit back and relax.

And one day we will die
And our ashes will fly from the aeroplane over the sea
But for now we are young
Let us lay in the sun
And count every beautiful thing we can see

Sunday, July 18, 2010

It's pretty stupid how things can change so much with someone that was constantly in your life to the point where you no longer speak. I don't even know if there's a point in trying anymore because there's no point walking down a one way street but just for the record I fucking miss you and knowing what's going on in your world.

Saturday, July 17, 2010


Take me back to when things were simple
Life was just as easy as taking a breath
Our spirits were high and our thoughts were pure
You were always beside me
Tell me how or tell me why
Things aren't the same now
Their thoughts have changed
They are no longer living without you

Wednesday, July 14, 2010

Travis - love will come through

Thursday, July 8, 2010

There is nothing more beautiful than a person who is willing to die for something they believe in.

:)

If you believe something strong enough it'll come true one day.

Sunday, July 4, 2010

Conor Oberst


You are so comforting to me right now.

Simple things that make me happy

-The city at night
-Daisies
-Smokey barbecue sauce
-Lying down on the floor
-When someone goes out of their way for you
-Warm jumpers
-Unexpected amazing conversations
-Cheap decent things
-Making others happy
-When you throw something and it actually makes the bin first time
-Perfect hi-fives
-Free food
-Those people you can sit in silence with comfortably
-Words that have the most impact
-Catching hail
-Mum's delicious experimental vegetarian meals
-Those moments you're thankful of everything
-Going to the comic book store
-Doing something for the first time
-When people actually mean the things they say
-Cinema Europa

The list could go on forever but for now that's what I've come up with.
I hate feeling like I'm not achieving. Holidays make me feel that way.

Friday, July 2, 2010

They say the wind is everyone that you've ever loved
Grazing their lips upon your cheek
I don't even know what day it is anymore.

Thursday, July 1, 2010

I like it


You wear those shoes and I will wear that dress.
You are magic to me.