If you waste time caring about what everyone else is doing in their lives then you won't have any time left for yourself.

It's all about being impartial.

Happy 23rd birthday my dear.
I think about you every day, hope you're resting well xo

Tonight, I think too much. Tomorrow, hopefully my mind will be silenced.

Amidst all my studying I came across this

Most people believe, in a vague way, that slaughterhouses are unpleasant, but that animals raised for food are otherwise treated humanely. In fact, farm animals live in abhorrent conditions before being taken off to slaughter. Veal calves, for example, spend twenty-four hours per day in pens so small that they cannot turn around, lie down comfortably, or even twist their heads around to get rid of parasites. The producers put their heads in tiny pens to save money and to keep their meat tender. The cows clearly miss their mothers, and like human infants, they want something to suck, so they try in vain to suck the sides of their wooden stalls. The calves are also fed a diet deficient in iron and roughage, in order to keep their meat pale and tasty. Their craving for iron becomes so strong that they will lick at their own urine, if they're allowed to turn around-which normally they would never do. Without roughage, the calves cannot form a cud to chew. For this reason, they cannot be given straw bedding, since they would eat it, in an attempt to consume roughage. So, for these animals, the slaughterhouse is not an unpleasant end to an otherwise contented existence.

Nonchalantly looking back
At the nervous shaking
And the burning glances
Or the tinted reflections
Drawn by waves of hopeful dances
All defined up in that one moment
Where you could have told yourself
To finally float away

People make the mistake of thinking that if something hasn't gotten better or changed immediately then it hasn't at all.
These things take time, they're gradual not instantaneous and sometimes you have to turn around and look at the little differences in order to see the big difference standing right in front of your eyes.

Goodbye

I have amazing friends, thank you.

When the night descends
I sleep in
All the things you've done
Come to hold me
All that we can do
Is smile
It would be like this
For a while

No way, no way
No we're never gonna talk about it
No way, no way
No we're never gonna speak again
No way, no way
No we're never gonna talk about it
No way, no way

...any frustration you have is simply the result of wrong thinking

Today I woke up feeling shit, I went out feeling shit and then I came home feeling shit. I think the whole being busy thing had just caught up with me. My body and mind were both telling me to stop, some kind of overload maybe.
Anyway, I decided to collapse on my bed and I then fell asleep. I woke up, had a shower, ate an amazing meal and presto I was magically healed.
Sometimes I think we get too caught up in living and doing everything that we forget about relaxing and doing nothing. I even feel bad sitting down watching TV because I have this constant list of things that need to be done, and people that I need to see but if I'm feeling below average how in the hell will any of these things happen? From now on I won't be feeling guilty about having time to myself because I hate feeling mentally or physically sick because when I feel this way it's impossible to achieve anything.

If people want to leave, then let them go.

AMAZING

It's a weird thing when everything changes to the point where you can't even take a small glimpse into your past to see how things once were because it's as if they never even existed that way once upon a time. I guess it goes to show that not only have these circumstances or situations changed, but so has the person once existing in them.

I love these new eyes that I am seeing through, everything is so different now.

The most attractive thing in a person is ambition and perseverance.

Wow I just realized something

You say that you hate being judged by others, yet you completely judged me with a single sentence.
Hypocrisy is all around us and unfortunately we are surrounded by liars who are only reinforced by people with superficial qualities that are too afraid to think for themselves.
I'm not judging you for being this way, just pointing it out and I'm not going to run off and do star jumps about it either my 'friend'.

All this coughing is working out my stomach, ironic?

“for whatever we lose (like a you or a me) / it's always ourselves we find in the sea”

Trains bore me right about now

So I'll undress your words
Only to unbutton your lies
If you imagined it any other way
Then dear, you are even more foolish
Than you ever orchestrated me to feel
Intentionally, oh so dishonourably.

Today you made something perfectly clear to me, thank you not so much a stranger anymore :)

I've been lookin' for a heart that's so complete,
So satisfied with the little things.

Soundwave :)

The best thing about falling down is getting the fuck back up.
My favourite feeling in the world, as close to feeling invincible as I could ever feel.

The only time

Watching the grey winds fly through us
I'm watching your fresh clothes dance next to me

Everything is changing...I like it :)

“We are like sculptors, constantly carving out of others the image we long for, need, love or desire, often against reality, against their benefit, and always, in the end, a disappointment, because it does not fit them.”

Man oh man will it be hard to wake up tomorrow morning

Here comes a feeling you thought you'd forgotten :)

I don't know where the hell I've been for the past two weeks but I am back, hello March.

"You're going to come across people in your life who will say all the right words at the right times. But in the end, it's always their actions you should judge them by, not words, that matter."

It's like I have a thousand different minds with a thousand different thoughts occupying the insides of my scalp on a daily basis.

“He had one of those rare smiles with a quality of eternal reassurance in it, that you may come across four or five times in life. It faced, or seemed to face, the whole external world for an instant and then concentrated on you with an irresistible prejudice in your favor. It understood you just as far as you wanted to be understood, believed in you as you would like to believe in yourself.”