blazeanewtrail

It has been more than a while since my last post and truth be told - it scares me a little to continue typing. As I slowly read through the various entries of my past, I feel more disconnected from myself than ever before. Maybe it's a good thing. Maybe I feel disconnected because I have evolved from who I used to be. Or maybe I just simply don't relate because I'm not who I used to be. This isn't necessarily a bad thing though. I stopped writing a year and a half ago because there was a certain void lost between my words and my soul. I want to feel alive each time I type a word from this keyboard. To me - writing used to be an outlet, a safe place of expression and creativity. I want that back, I need that back. For years now writing has been my number one go to and it seems that lately it has been the last thing on my mind.